He opens up his arms, asking me
to come to him –
and as if I can resist him, I tried
But my feet seems to have
a mind of its own
as it brings me closer to him
Ah, he’s so warm, like he always does
– smells of fresh laundry, soap,
and something else entirely him
Face buried in his chest
as his hand wraps around my shoulders
Was he always this tall?
Or was I always really just this small?
Are you mad? he asks.
I was before you came knocking on the door,
I wanted to say
Instead I nodded and started to pull away,
– I miss his warmth
& the night suddenly felt very cold
He drops his hand at his sides
and looked at me –
a look that searches my face,
that sees through my soul,
And he walks away only to come back
An ice cream cup in one hand –
a large one, at that
A peace offering
I reached out and started to eat.
I gave him the look, still.
Inside his car, he reaches for me,
arms wrapped around my waist –
chin resting at my shoulder
Are you still mad, he whispers
I only nodded but really,
I just want the moment to last
a while longer
Then he kisses my shoulder
Arms still wrapped around my waist
Sorry, he says
But all I can think of was his stubble
against my skin as he peppers
me with sweet kisses –
Are you still mad? he reaches out,
I shook my head no –
as if I can really resist him.
He pulls me closer to him,
kisses me on the cheeks
& the forehead – lingering
more than a few seconds, that is.
I basks in the intimacy
& sweetness if it all
Ah, this one’s a precious one –
a moment rare and memorable
Perhaps I can do this another time,
– stall when I’m mad and get that
one large ice cream cup,
a dozen of donuts, sweet kisses,
surprise visits, and warm hugs
– All under the night sky,
with the moon and the stars
as witness and audiences.
An hour or so of his presence,
the cold breeze of the night,
a sweet moment all together
A secret satisfaction, a delight
in my heart
And a realization that I can never
truly resist the charm of this man,
– of this man whom I’ve
been with 3 years & 7 months.